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THE STORY OF X

THE FIRST PAGE AND THE LAST HERO

THE STORY OF X

Book One

THE STORY OF X

Authors Note

May 8, 2023

On publishing ‘The Story Of X‘ here on The Circus And The Zoo blog site:

I’ll do my best to post a new page every day until the entire 65 or so pages are published here on this blog. I will also revise the text to correct any spelling or grammatical errors from the original typed manuscript. And publish the corrected collection as a hard copy to make it publicly available on Amazon.

After the Story of X is completely published here, I will begin on another completed novella I have called the Story of O. It is a Science Fiction story composed of several different continuing short stories. In the 1990’s it was collected and composed into one amazing and prophetic epic. Back in 2012 I wrote the accompanying film screenplay called ‘Seven Lost‘. Seven Lost has a web page, a Twitter Feed, as well as a Facebook page. All still in early development. The work continues . . .

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Thank you for reading and following along.

FJL

The Story of X

THE STORY OF X

May 3, 2023

The Story of X is a collection of short stories, essays, poems and journal entries begun in the late 70’s and completed as a collection in the 90’s. You don’t read it, you experience it. It is certainly and intentionally cryptic and often mystically abstract.

It is not just a coming of age, it is the Holden Caulfield of the modern age. Inspired by Catcher In The Rye and merged with a philosophic quest, channeling the wisdom of the conscious universe. The end product when taken in full context will emote an eclectic energy and provide answers to varied questions. And valuable solutions to conquer and subdue the dark energies of our existence. Pay close attention.

I made the decision to publish it here on the Circus and the Zoo blog in it’s original published form. No changes, no corrections. It will soon be available for purchase in numbered copies on Amazon.

X

5-3-23

A MOMENT GONE

I was lost in a moment of time

thinking about you

eagles fly and dolphins swim

forever in my mind

flowers bloom and lovers cry

promising each other

every piece of sky

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Embraced in nights eternal love

and dreams eternal stars

there you are

whisper away fears

build castles from the broken pieces

hold you tight within my heart

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eagles fly and dolphins swim

flowers bloom and lovers cry

forever in my mind

build castles from the broken pieces

hold you tight within my heart

there you are

dream eternal stars

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you are a summer rain

on a hot sunny day

the moon reflecting on the open water

a cool river rolling through the rocks on a spring day

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i’m coming home, baby

coming home,

coming back to you

back to you

Just now figuring out

           Niggers have been around             

            forever. 

Today we have a perfect example of the continued failure of our medical system and our government representatives that support it. Our current medical system is even more deadly than our wars. Even though it has provided many positive results and continues to save lives, it also continues to kill people through the intentional overprescription of pharmaceutical drugs and the incompetence of having to wrangle through dozens of specialists to attain an accurate diagnosis without a comprehensive medical professional monitoring the results of all of the diagnostics from the array of specialists.

This doesn’t even cover the incompetence and adamant thievery by the medical industry to provide care and then bill insurance companies, without informing patients and providing beforehand, an accurate estimate of the costs their medical care will cost them. The negligence of refusing to provide unbiased research on certain plants and chemicals considered ‘narcotic’ is criminal. The greedy desire for larger profits has trumped the medical oath of compassionate patient care.

The medical industry has taken the same approach as our educational industry, an ‘everyone gets the same thing/mass production’ approach to both healthcare and education. Both failures by 21st century standards. People are individuals. They are all different. The cattle herd mentality is deadly.

Ye heathens continue to bicker on which side of the sun is brighter. An enlightened few understand the sun is one of many stars. Fewer still understand why the Word is love. Or why a Divine entity walked the Earth in the past. Or the reality that the Living Christ walks the Earth today.

Instead ye of little faith prefer to mock those that find strength in personal spiritual beliefs as believing in ’magic’ or a bearded sky man. Which only shows an ignorance of every conceivable human potential.

March 17, 2022

MUTATION NATIONS

Empathy and understanding are rare commodities nowadays. Empathy and compassion have been redefined under the woke banner. They don’t exist. I can empathize with those living in fear. But I cannot condone their self imposed slavery to ignorance.

We crossed the line years ago. Mental health challenged individuals far outnumber healthy mentally stable people. When you live a lie every day and live in an illusive world, mental instability is a given. Television, radio, magazines and popular culture have done that. Oh, and let’s not forget the lies of the many religions.

Add to that the addiction to psychotic drugs, leisure drugs, and chemicals in our air, food and water. We have become a society of genetic mutants. There is no reverse gear. There is no ’fixing it’. This is our future. We are stuck with it. We have stagnated and we are living through a true devolution. Enjoy the ride. You built it.

Originally published in ‘Stories of X’ (1979)

Deep in the Orient the smoking bowl fumes. The natives of the southern mountains chew their leaves for life. The natives of the Southwest eat their buttons religiously, picking dark fungus.

George had his own patch, and the peace pipe kept many soothing moments calm. From the hills came the factories and the stills. When the swinging strayed, the singing stopped.

An old American favorite at the fountain brought a brief relief from menstrual pain. Along came a minor confrontation gone sour. Young pincushions flourished deep in the jungle. The boys back home invented undreamed of chemicals, and everywhere the scent of burning flowers.

The boys came home undernourished from depleting inventories. Spoiled by the frank availability overseas. They were trained in war to move undetected, to fly. To trust to a limit and respect their superiors. They had to get back to work. They had to make money. To feed tortured, tattered families.

The power brokers and politicians ran out of easy armory contracts. They had to find new toys to play the game on the trading field. To feed the undernourished. Harvest the Oriental fields, develop the long forgotten rope trade. Teach the mountain villages the importance of chemical laboratories. Worst of all, it was all in line with the plans of the adversaries, like walking up to a smoking gun. On the record: ‘we are against’, ‘we will fight’. From the highest echelons of business, political and diplomatic circles: ‘buy the product’. Put the boys to fly and move undetected, to sell! Feed the undernourished.

The profits began to add up. They began to shakedown a simple and straightforward economy. They created international tidal waves.

A new plan of action had to be drawn in response to a new subculture of unemployed, homeless, high dollar battered street vendors and ten year old carpetbagging dictators. A new class was formed. Easy money, high stakes, finagling wealthy criminals with an expensive taste for the churches of the night.

Start a war. Bleed the taxpaying dollar and feed it to fight the roots of mega multi-national profits.

He was my lieutenant in Nam, we did a few together. He is on a D. C. staff now, pays well. I guess one in the bush is worth two in the desert.

The banker politician and celebrity justice shake hands at the gala event. The multimillion dollar shipment has arrived in time for their re-election campaign. Down the street the minority crack dealer trying to feed his wife and kids, hears a shot. His buyer hits the street in blood. He feels the cold steel cuffs tighten on his wrists. The cop gets an extra hit, the judge laughs, and the banker pours another shot.

An answer? More money for planes to stop them. More contracts. More congressional profits. Your money. And more money to run them. More ways and more places and more of it. Your money.

All the money to give them jobs, give them homes and give them food. More money to give them nice cars, give them mansions and give them banquets. No money. Give them drugs.

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