Rants. raves and ramblings from celestial circles . . .

I base my personal opinions on personal experience, personal research and personal interviews.

There are many good and kind Persians. There are many good and kind Muslims. Same goes for Hindi’s, Christians and Jews. The secular Iranian regime are all shit.

Poking womens eyes out for not wearing a head covering is shit. Dropping men off of rooftops because they are gay is shit. Sexually abusing and enslaving young children is shit.

Those are the facts from my personal experiences and world travels. Anything we can do to eliminate and eradicate this shit from the face of this Earth is obligatory to all religions. Anyone who defends these practices or the people that condone these practices are shit. It has nothing to do with ‘being Christian’ or compassion.

Compassion is for humans. There is no compassion for demons. Give them compassion and you become one of them. Too many I once called friends crossed this line and most of them will never come back.

F J L

June 24. 2025

People must be taught to differentiate. And the fact that differentiation exists. We are so programmed to lump everything into generalizations to simplify. We forget that sometimes details are hypercritical.


Venezuela was a robust nation with valuable resources providing their citizens a good lifestyle. Entrepreneurial Capitalism and greed Capitalism are also two distinct economic systems. I’ll give you an example of a working entrepreneurial economic system.


In the 1940’s when the Brits discovered oil in the Middle East, the tribal leader at the time of the newly formed United Arab Emirates made the decision to share and divide profits among all tribes and citizens. The Saudi Royal family just decided to keep their oil profits.

One is entrepreneurial Capitalism, the other is greed Capitalism. (The UAE was wildly successful until the jealous World Bank and WEF proceeded to piss on their parade)

Why did Venezuela sink? Greed from dope dealers and Marxist politicians. This story repeats itself across the globe. Slimeballs like Larry Fink and Bill Gates, among many others, have taken the greedy Capitalism low road. And fucked everyone below and behind them. In a nutshell.

I’m surrounded by 5g towers. All within a few miles of each other. Why would they need so many towers so close to each other?

Truth is, if these were Tesla energy towers we would have free electricity and communications and they wouldn’t need to be so close to each other.

We are being scammed and poisoned by EMF. And threatened by DEW weapons. It’s a combination that has always had a dark ending for other extinct civilizations of the past.

Last few years my thinking and reasoning skills have become foggy. I wanted to write it off as old age or memory loss, but now I know better.

The frequency manipulations in our local atmosphere and the various toxic poisons in our foods, our air and ground chemicals have created mass neurological mutations in our nervous systems. E-toxicity is a real thing.

Did I mention the role of pharmaceuticals and vaccines?

ETERNITY IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

I was raised by nuns and brothers. Baptized and confirmed Catholic. Like Christ I travelled, explored the world and conferred with the wise in the Himalayas, in Rome, in India, in Austin, among many other places. I grew up in a Judaic neighborhood in Philly. Lived among the Amish in Pa. Debated Atheists and non believers in many places. Experimented with substances natural and synthetic.
In the late 70’s after my early travels and explorations, I became spiritually whole in my beliefs. I follow the guidance of Mary Magdalene. It is not rising from the dead or believing
In God and Christ that is most important.
If you live in love you will always reach a Divine Kingdom. Both here on Earth and beyond. Mary’s message was Christs message to her. The most important mission from Christ was love and to teach others how to teach enlightenment. Everything else with Churches is vanity.

I escaped Communism when I was four years old. If you want to fuck your brains out and then abort a human fetus because you don’t want it, then whoops might be an excuse for the first time, maybe even the second time. But after the third time, it is willful negligence, ignorance and murder.

Experimenting with the sex of a child because you can, is sexual assault of a minor. If this is how you treat other people, you have no respect for yourself or anyone else. You should be segregated.

If you have decided to vote for the Democrat ticket, you are destroying the lives of every Libertarian, Independent and conservative in America. John F. Kennedy was the last true Democrat ticket in America. And the Democrats killed hIm.

Once you vote yourself into Communism, you do not ever vote yourself out of it.

I am not going back to Communism now. This is my country now. And along with a strong and determined army of others that have escaped Communism from Russia, Korea, Cuba, South and Central America and the former Soviet bloc, we will fight to the death. Because Liberty and Freedom for future generations is that important.

So for my friends ready to defend our country, I am honored. For those deciding to stand against a righteous cause, your false gods and demonic leaders won’t save you.

– Fernando J. Llorente

August 13, 2024

Written Circa 1980, Original Typed Sheet With Typos

technology and the human touch

God, Gods and Superheroes


Special influences motivate your future, paving the way for career aspirations. My father was my hero. He was my greatest influence. My dad was real. I could touch him, hug him, talk to him, kiss him, love him, hurt him or hate him. He was real.

It is important for people to tell you how special parents are. To appreciate the dedication and sacrifice.

The reality of life is different. My father provided the necessary inspiration to survive the fears and wounds that a harsh and abrasive world impacts on delicate, sensitive young minds and bodies. Mom would cry at the end of the movie and remind you that it was just a movie. My dad would tear it apart with his mind, relating it to the wonders of everyday life. He would relive war movies and westerns comparing them with his own struggles and tribulations.

He taught me by example. Teaching me the value of hard work and dedication to the family. He was always willing to give me that all important last portion of dessert. Most of all he would do everything he could to make sure I had what was important to me, my first book bag for school, my first car, and my education. My father was my guide in sorting the many ideals and concepts that even he didn’t always fully understand. My father always had an answer.

My dad was my hero and my best friend. We communicated by an unspoken code, stronger than eloquent words. His example kept me strong. In his few times of weakness, I strove to return his exemplified strength. The most important thing I can remember was his smile. His smile and his laughter could always turn my world on a dime. I know my smile was his world, too. His influence on my life was second only to God.

My fathers life was accounting. I didn’t want to be an accountant. Yet he inspired in me ambition, respect and appreciation of the miracles of life and the reality of its’ brevity and drastic change. I’m certain now that he influenced me in ways I may not appreciate until years from now. Again I will think back and reminisce. Thankful for the many moments I didn’t quite understand at the time.

My father passed away unexpectedly from stomach cancer in 1999. I can never forget those last few precious weeks. We watched the Oilers lose to Pittsburgh and we prayed together. I just couldn’t bear to watch him through the pain of his treatment. I worked at a cancer hospital every day, and yet I felt helpless. All the good times we shared together helping him build his business and knowing my children would not share those fruits with their grandfather. Life is change.

Today is his birthday. Somehow I know he’s happy. My dad is still my hero and my greatest influence. I can relate this, hoping you too will appreciate your heroes. While they are still with us to be appreciated.
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How did we inherit this? I thought we were trying to make it better. Now here we are struggling along the old beaten path, only to find out things are worse. In the early days, gangs meant the Boy Scouts, or the kids living on Sycamore Lane against the chumps on Oak Drive. We would plan the encounter for days, only for it to wind up turning into a ballgame. It doesn’t work that way now, dude. It’s more like hack ’em up permanently.

At night we would drive around. Some of us might have a beer, we would yell at girls or paper the grumpy neighbors house. Man, we didn’t machine gun ’em in a pile of blood.

The cartoons were kinda’ rough. Maybe that’s where all this started. Popeye would get a little ugly with Brutus. Now you see eyeballs and arms and brains all over the place. It’s just not cool! We waited a long time for these years, just to have them screwed up by some punks in the wrong direction, or the greedy money hungry old fools making good on their adolescent shortcomings. Go home with it.

Hey, I’m hip. It’s America and I am an immigrant living better than any previous generation. I am not going to put up with this ‘tomorrow isn’t getting any better’ bullshit. If it doesn’t get any better tomorrow then it never will.

I think there are still real people out there in America. They work hard, they are honest, and they are just trying to stay ahead. But they get screwed bad everyday, by the politician, the white collar crook, the blue collar crook, by their employers, the judges and all the rest. This shit just won’t go. If the kid wants to be a ‘man’ and play with a gun maybe he should be living with the adults. Let them start paying us back just like their friends behind the costly steel bars. We need more road signs and other things that don’t compete with private enterprise. 

When I was growing up we thought ‘wow, man, bad news’, Vietnam and hell were one and the same. We thought our generation would live and die at war. But a couple of wild hairs, a few cowards and a few more even worse worked to change it. Then everyone was spiked with a heavy dose of freedom. But they forgot the main ingredient. It is the core of what we did it for.

Somewhere is this good hard working pioneer value. It is so frail. And there are so many bad pioneer losers. Their voices are louder. They get all the publicity.

Get naked and find a life. You attach your organism to whatever you like, but give the kids an even break. A clean break. Don’t push it. Face it, there isn’t much difference between what you buy at the drugstore and what they sell on the streets. It all depends on what you have and what you don’t. The dudes pushing the stuff are richy, rich, rich. What a burn.

No man, we didn’t plan this shit. Just like we didn’t plan Aids. We thought we were a little smarter than the Beatniks and the Hippies, if we could just get a grip. If we could just tighten up and lighten up. It didn’t happen dude, now we are just bitching. Where in the hell did the good shit go? And where did they stash all those good ideas? I’m gonna’ keep looking pal. And every time I see a cow bend over backwards I’m gonna’ kick it in the ass. I owe it to them. Clean it up, get capitalistically environmental, almost like organized religion. I hate that phrase. You know I always kinda’ figured it was too late for us, but I’m still thinking ahead.

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Beware of bumper stickers selling colors with dollar signs. The colors don’t ever fade. The dollars evade. I found an old sticker stuck to my rump. It had the same old bump and the same old hump. Same old hand on the same old trump. There are only two kinds of candidates. Bandits on a legal run. 

Legality is a state of mind. The elephant doesn’t ever forget. The donkey keeps the mule in stride from calling an ass an ass. There is a hair on the dog, if you can pluck it it may break the camels back. Keeps them all on track.

They run side by side. The winners are losers and the losers are won. A face blurts out from the magic glass box. The only thing you can’t feel is his saliva hitting your face. He slovenly spits at you while he tells you that he loves you. One for the left and one for the right. And one from the man who is always caught in the middle. 

I, we, they, will keep them coming. Or keep them from coming. Keep them smiling and laughing and crying and paying. Mostly paying and praying, for God knows what comes next. Another policy, another cover. And then some more undercover.

He stands alone at his moment of glory on his most unholy pulpit. Honest, determined, concerned, dedicated with dollar signs glowing brightly. One in each eye. If you push him in the right direction, stuff his mouth with green meanies and keep his pretty toes clean, he will be your man. Your man on the scene. Your man for all reasons, with little if any logic. And George Laborworker opens his daily paper. The headline boldly reads ‘Presidents For Sale’. With a dollar fifty nine in his pocket he turns the page. The sports section is always on his side.

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